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    Wednesday, April 27, 2005


    sheesh..another one and a half wks ta exams?? n i only lyk 20 percent ready? think i nd ta go ta the temple and pray hard lyk wat nageb luvs ta say. haha* seriously im so not ready..n till now im stress over not being stress at all!! -groans- i still dnt hv the urge or drive ta study. no motivation. i jst wna rot my daes awae. -sighh- life's boringg! so many muggers ard once u step into SIM but im not and cant be one of them no matter how hard i try. i guess the best was last fri whn i met up w dear n asteebabe in sch ta study. i did achieve sthg thou. haha one maths paper. missed babe alot. was eons since i last met her. hope ur hvg fun babe..thou ur last paper isnt till 6th may (ahem..ONE day before MY BIRTHDAY!!) but still muz study k?? *hugg* love u ta bits!


    had econs in e aftnoon n soci at nite. long tiring dae. boo..plus sufferg frm a bad cold now. nose totally blocked n throat infection. air con made me feel worse. darn! y izzit alws whn exams r rnd e corner,i'll fall sick no matter wat? learned frm soci tt being sick is an excuse u find fer urself ta escape frm sthg..u call tt medicalization. haha..tts if im rite. qte interestg dere hur?? soci can be fun but studyg it mks it darn boringg n tedious! -growls- ohh the GALLEO CAFE at ngee ann alumni hse's not a bad pl ta chill n hv a decent meal. affordable prices la n not bad ambience too.


    company in sch tdy was gd. junz,na,jan,karen,jaq,xue,alex n jy n many other familiar faces..oh n ashie babyy too!! simply luv ta feelg knwg those ard u..-winkz- enjoy sch cos of them. luv my babes!-hugg- but i muz say xue's beloved is kinda irritatg n tt J_ _ nv knew he cld be so thick skinned..urghh..guys lyk them mk gers turn crook i swear! dnt worry big zero n xue..i'll protect u gers frm him! hahaa
    anw..karen!! i saw SG tdy in orange! aww.....he's simply cute!-drools-


    finally thks alex fer helpg me in wateva im weak in..thks a million!! ur one true fwen!!

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    Wednesday, April 20, 2005








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    Tuesday, April 19, 2005


    was supposed ta mt dear in sch ta study at eleven. but cldnt mk it. was frigging slpy. slept at 4am cos of real's match. able ta catch any glimpses of becks jst mks my dae. so msged dear ta change time ta 12pm at first. haha guess both of us were lazy so time changed ta 1pm instead. (i nd two hrs ta get ta sch so its lyk if we r mtg at 11am den i gta wakeup at 9am ta prepare-1 hr- n another hr journey) so jst cldnt force myself outta bed at 9am. took a lift frm dad so reached sch at one sharp.
    me:" where r u?"
    dear: "on my way..went ta cut hair.."
    grrrr.....tt means i gta wait agn..foreva waitg fer dear one lehzzzz!! *pouts*


    started studyg at 3pm..i swear everyone in sim (except me) r frigging hardwkg! shd hv seen the lib man! its totally packed!! everyone's mugging lyk there's no tmr! god!! i got scared n dear n me found tables at study rm n started our "mugging" session. dear kept getg distracted by her hp..n i almost vomitted blood man! haha..her maths is ermmmm...i think u all shd be able ta get wat im tryg ta say?? *grinz* but dear..dnt say "cannot lahhh" as long as u dnt give up no one will give up on u..hang in there!! *hugg* went km w alex aft tt n wahhh that guy's an ibm freak!! i swear evthg's on the tips of his fingers man!! *panic* n im lyk no where?? god! i nd help!


    awww....SG's so cute! tts wat i call "MAN"!! -swoon- hhahha..totally suave! :)
    karen!! i wna pics!! :) *winks*


    anw..gd stuffs ta intro! visit moblog.com.sg its kinda cool! :)


    -dread-anne's ibm tmr...she's the most borrringgggg lecturer i muz say!! (i feel slpy alr..zzzzZZZZ..)but there's dear's potato salad ta luk forward to!! :)

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    Saturday, April 16, 2005


    jst got baq frm dinner w my *bimbos* n god do i love them!! haha..they r rli a buncha pretty but no brains lil *sisters* of mine. suezzie, charms, jinggs, fangs, si -my babyy- n char darl. suddenly the bimbos family grew ta sucha big grp tt its kinda gg outta hand. lyk i cant control them anymore? -winks- im the "leader" of e grp cos im the oldest n w the most brains it appears. -laughs- well gta knw this grp thru M n the grp jst grows. one by one came in n we jst clicked straight awae..but seriously i wndr how cum i cld click w them anw..they can rli mk me mad at xs n mk me rli speechless..haha..lyk jst nw..
    me ta jinggs:" pls be a sweetie n pass me sue's APPLE pls.."
    jinggs:" here u go..." (giving me the slice of apple on suezzie's plate)
    omggggg!! i almost FAINTED!! i luked at her blankly..totally lyk "how cld i possibly knw sumone lyk tt??!!!" i was referg ta suezzie's laptop lahhhh....-faints- the rest jst burst out laughg..god! save me!!hahaha..but tts y i love her hur?? sucha silly babe. (or shd i say bimbo??)


    jst one of the many "bimbotic" acts frm my gers. there was once i remembered whn charms slipped n fell w a loud "thump"..everyone was so worried n went "how r u?? oh no! u scratched ur elbow.." but guess wat was the FIRST thg tt came outta charms's mouth??
    "omgg!! my new WHITE SKIRT!!!....n how's my hair???!!" sheesh we were lyk..."dnt kw wat ta say"..
    but those wld be the memories which wld be kept n remembered no matter where we r or who we bcum in future right gers?? i love each n everyone of ya!!! *hugg*


    left early cos didnt wna see her. i guess its not over yet. time will tell but meanwhile jst hv ta avoid it seems. sorrie babes..i'll try my best ta let the dae, whereby all SEVEN of us can be dere at the same table n hv fun agn, arrive as early as possible. meanwhile jst be patient w us both aights? love!!


    feelg a lil nostalgic tonight. went lukg thru all the foto albums i hv. gosh..it made me tear. i MISS my ST NICKS daes!!! those daes were PERRRRFECTT!! my 3 and 4 GRACE was lyk my bestest class ive been in n im so glad tt i was part of it. our class was the most enthu sec 4 class n the class spirit was awesome! we went thru so much tog. the toughest n happiest daes in stnicks was shared w everyone in 4grace.


    miss cheong was not the best form tcher ta hv but she rli clicked w us. (not so in sec 3 but durg sec 4 we started ta lyk her) everyone wld knw tt she's near our classrm cos the perfume she wore was rli (n i mean rli) overwhelming n too strong. haha..n she loves ta yell on top of voice ta ask us ta " SHUT UP!!" n she wld love ta hit the ohp so hard tt we felt fer the ohp. haha..but we luv her. she was the most "ON" tcher..alws participate in our assembly items. (like the captain planet role)..she made us the class we were..w fantastic class spirit. remembered ah hao used ta hate cheong cos she luved ta sit on our tables n leaves chalks marks on them..ah hao was so fed up once tt she pointed her compass needle part upwards n whn cheong sits on her table it'll poke her. but damn! it failed cos maybe cheong's butt's too thick ta fell anthg. -laugh- but we learnt ta love n respect her as our form tcher. will alws rem e scene whn mrs cheong -our "BELOVED" vp- was doing her routined morn walks ard the sec blk..(she HATES our class fer god knw wat reasons n she hates miss cheong n vice versa) she stood outside our windows n shouted " pls kip quiet!"
    miss cheong:" they werent talkg at all..." n "diao" at her w so much hatred. haha..we were lyk stunned. but poetic justice i guess. we hated her ta the core. grrrr...


    daes beside marybabe n huiz, behind jaq n jinggs, in fronta ah hao, linggs n liujun were the BESTEST!! we did the most stupid stuffs durg lessons n we laughed non stop. alws being the target of bullyg n abusing..we created much entertainment fer ah hao n co. but those were rli happy moments. darn..i miss them all so much! pearl wld act jealous cos mary was so "close" n "intimate" w me..haha..tt ger..she wld plant a kiss on my cheeks outta sudden n totally disgusted me big time. miss her. she n huiz were the reason y ive gotta this nick -bossie-


    R.Lee: "jenevie..wat is the trigo formula fer (cant rem..its sthg abt trigo)..."
    i didnt move..didnt even bother to flip my txt ta check while mary n huiz were both helpg me check...
    R.Lee: "JENEVIE!! why aint u moving??? u think u BIG BOSS izzit?? ask ur secretaries mary n huihui ta help u check!!.."


    tts how ive gta this nick frm. so stop askg me how ive gta this nick..here's the whole story. even miss cheong calls me "boss" instead of jenevie frm then. hmm..but its a nice feelg aftall whn pple calls me "bossie" :)


    found the song lyrics jingg n me wrote using R.Kelly's "I BELIEVE I CAN FLY". we wrote it as "I BELIEVE I CAN SWIM" cos jingg's a swimmer. n we created much silliness btw us. thou we may not be as close anymore..this song'll alws be kept in my heart.


    well there auntie ong too whom alws the butt of our jokes n main source of entertainment. she walks lyk an elephant..drags her feet..its lyk.."oh eugenia ong is wlkg here alr.." n she still does tt now. n she does the silliest outta silliest thgs. there was once we went ta watch a movie..asked her go buy drinks thou we were inside the cinema alr..she obliged. n "disaster" struck! she walked dwn the stairs n kept on walkg STRAIGHT!! n the nxt min...she walked rite into the screen..n kept adjustg the curtains tryg ta find the opening (the exit)..whn the exit is BEHIND her! god!! i was totally EMBARRASSED!! but i burst into laughter. haha tts my auntie ongz. whn i think abt it agn..im still laughg.


    memories..i love them. :) there was ziruo swollened lips (sausage lips) aft a movie cos she ate the WHOLE JUMBO CUP of salted popcorn by herself frm the start til the end of the movie. god! she luked awful..but hilarious! cldnt stop laughg at her..poor babe. there was wenny's plate of cucumber stuffed w fish filling during home econs test..poor babe prepared it fer 2hrs n everyone was waitg fer her dish ta be ready..but..haha..
    "dnt turn ard...hot!!"--claimed wenny
    i turned..(cos its human instant reaction rite??) knocked into her plate of cucumber n all dropped onto the floor but two. we were stunned. i felt bad. rli bad. but in the end we laughed it awae..cos it was funny in a way. esp those expressions on our faces. sorry dear. -laughs-


    den there was this incident..i forgot who's the silly one..
    home econs tcher :"now..apply a layer of oil on the bottom of the tray.."
    my fwen lifted up the tray n started applying at the BOTTOM of the tray! haha..we almost fainted. god..bimbos!! haha..


    there were so much more memories..but i cant possibly blog them all out rite? there were still those lib days w adelia n eug ongz..whereby we angered mrs tan ta the core. haha..adelia's wax paper..eug ong's fear ta touch the scorpions homes durg CIP (in the end ive ta do all tt)..fear of chickens walkg n flyg all ard the childrens' world in at the zoo tt we hated chickens so much tt we ate KFC fer lunch n dinner fer tt dae. haha..n cos of me..adelia learnt how ta talk ta herself. (can be qte scary at xs..haha) it goes lyk tt fer eg...
    adelia: " wats 7 x 7 hur??"
    i kept quiet..
    adelia: "oh its..49!!"...haha she'll ans her own qns..n overtime..she learnt this technique of answerg her own qns n talks ta herself..haha (all bcos i alws ignore her qns..) :)
    last memories w 4grace was grad nite. our class were the ONLY one who performed an item fer everyone. we sang "A SHOULDER TO CRY ON"--our last assignment we gotta do as a class-- it went so well..everyone jst gave us an ovation..tts 4Grace 2001. i miss everyone. n i love every single one of ya. this entry is dedicated ta every single 4grace angels, miss cheong n eug ongz fer mkg my last two yrs in st nicks such unbelievable ones. will tk all these beautiful memories w me all my life. love!! no matter where u r..be it in spore,australia,us,uk,china or watsoeva..i wish all of ya well. *hugg* thks fer the memories n simply being u. those were the daes..


    ohh...i love STEPH!!! :) she's jst perrrfeeeccctttt!! looks,brains,likeablity..evthg it seems..if im a guy i'll melt man!


    -sighh-she'll be baq in 9hrs time. it was lyk heaven fer the past 5days..now the terror will return. sounds terrible hur?? -dread- ohh..this's a longest entry man.. :)

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    Tuesday, April 12, 2005


    char BABYY!! thks fer the lovely card,poem n cookies u made by urself!! it was sucha sweet gesture. aww...ta think uve gta travel all the way frm the west ta east jst ta give me these stuffs rli touched me man!! ur rli a sweetheart!! *huggggs* darl thou we only gta knw each other abt a mth ago..(n thks ta bimbo suezzie) ive this feelg as if we hv been soulmates fer all my life. :) ur rli the sweetest baby!! u didnt hv ta do all these silly..u cld hv jst pass them ta me on thurs hur?? dnt waste ur time nxt time k? but i rli appreciate wateva u did. i love u darl!! *muahhh* the cookies r yummmiieeee!! cant wait ta see yea on thurs!! till den tkcr n rem tt i treasure n appreciate ur presence.


    astee darrie called.
    "bossie! go out w me! im borreeeddddd!!.."
    "i cant dear...gta luk aft the MAIDS.."
    "watttt?!!!! luk aft the MAIDS?? ur damn cock lahh!!...hahhahaah"
    neighbour maids came over ta help out n ive gta luk aft them cos dad n mom aint ard. they were afraid tt the maids mite hv some dirty tricks up their sleeves. n ive gta be the "victim"--locked up in the hse w them. was supposed ta study but sighh...char destroyed my momentum haha kidding baby!! anw..in the end astee said she wld self entertain by playg the piano. haha. this silly babe alws hv the silliest thgs ta say. but more often they r such cold thgs ta say. *gringrin* but i loev my girl tt way!! :) dearie rem the tune u composed by urself which u recorded fer me?? im still listeng ta it aft all these yrs..its simply beautiful. love!!


    nick n weiyao called me up too ta ask me over fer dinner but sighh there will be a family dinner gg on tonite. so cant oblige. sorrie dudes.wld love ta go. i totally miss u guys. another dae perhaps. love!! i was wndrg y is everyone askg me out whn im aint available..but whn i am no one will be free??!! darn!! its annoyg!!


    adr told me abt "A" on sun. it hvnt sunk in yet. i was surprised n perhaps alil disappointed. dreams n ideality dnt come true do they?? sighh..shd hv realised it earlier..how can anyone be so nice,sensitive n perfect?? :(


    this is the poem by +char++darlingg+


    For all the times you made me smile, thank you.
    For all the times you held my hand, thank you.
    For all the times you smiled at me, thank you.
    For all the times you listened to me when no one else would, thank you.
    For all the times you encouraged me, thank you.
    For all the times you hugged me, thank you.
    For all the times you shared a part of yourself with me, thank you.
    For all the times you kissed me on the cheek, thank you.
    For all the times you gave me a ride somewhere, thank you.
    For all the times you asked to spend time with me, thank you.
    For all the times you trusted me, thank you.
    For all the times you complimented me, thank you.
    For all the times you cared about my well-being, thank you.
    For all the times you said, "I love you", thank you.
    For all the times you thought of me, thank you.
    For all the times you brought me joy, thank you.
    For all the times you were there when I needed you, thank you.
    For all the times you missed me, thank you.
    For all the times you gave me comfort, thank you.
    For all the times you looked in my eyes and filled my heart with a song, thank you.

    For all of this:

    Never forget that when I smile at you, I'm saying, "I love you. "
    Never forget that my hand is always outstretched toward you.
    Never forget that I am always here to listen to you.
    Never forget that I will always stand behind you.
    Never forget that I plan to hug you at least twice everyday.
    Never forget that I am an open book to you.
    Never forget that I wish I was the roof of your car (inside joke)
    Never forget that you need only ask me for anything, and it's yours.
    Never forget that I want to spend time with you.
    Never forget that I completely trust you.
    Never forget that I think you are the most beautiful person in the world.
    Never forget that I care about you more than anything else in the world.
    Never forget that I do love you, weather I say it or not.
    Never forget that I'm thinking of you right now.
    Never forget that you bring me joy, especially when you smile.
    Never forget that I am always here for you.
    Never forget that I miss you too.
    Never forget that I am here anytime you need comforting.
    Never forget that I still get lost in your eyes


    iloveu dearie!! this is rli beautiful.*muahhh*

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    i swear two consecutive full daes of soci can tk the toll outta me. was friggin tired aft steve's lect..fell aslp during the journey baq hm rite aft adr went dwn the bus. actually steve's lect aint bad. he's a brilliant lecturer..didnt fall aslp at all. hmm..was tellg karen tt if we hv him as lecturer since dae one..we'll all be pro in soci man. now my soci is in a deep mess...even the simpliest qns i cldnt ans. sighh. simply hate soci. but im gna mk it no matter wat cos as steve said.."isnt the thot of not needg ta see me,mrs gosling n porntipa anymore in future act as a big enuf motivation fer u ta study n pass sociology?" arh...yea..i DNT WNA see any of them anymore!


    hmm company was gd on sun. junz, na, jan, two karens n jieMei. haha karen (YEN) told me a silly thg n i almost fainted. haha tt silly ger..ur rli so "observant" ehzz! :)tt thg is TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE n i nv eva thot of tt. purely friendship there dear. silly ger. hmm..but thks ta her..ive a new eyecandy ehzz?? our "SG"--shuai ge-- he totally charmed me during the ten mins or so conversation..jst luked at him in awe. the moment he walked awae baq to the LT.."karen! he's so cute!" haha tt ger has alr been attracted ta him much b4 i did. +winkzwinkz+ swts!! thks fer "introducing" him man..haha..n thks fer tt mms..its lyk "wah..i can see him every now n then alr" haha! awww...he's rli tt charming!! +grinx+


    anw..there was this "sugaboyy" whom jieMei n i noticed. hmm..aft awhile he's kinda cute i muz say. super embarrassing stuffs happen whneva adr's ard. seriously they do i swear. :) haha but i love him tt way!! hope u lyk ur prez dear..gave alot of thot into them eh. hmm...wndr how's "sugaboyy".. +grins+


    am i numbg myself or wat? tryg ta get over tt person? "tt moment"--totally shattered my heart. sighh. tt person's not worth all tt i did aftall..ta think tt i defended u countless xs before this..u turn out ta be exactly the type of person whom everyone warned me before.u made me seem lyk a fool.i gave so much..but got nthg but pain in return.i shd move on...


    "jen..sum fwens r worth n others aint..u muz knw tt.." --adr told me this over lunch ydae. i think it knocked some sense into me. but its jst so hard letg wat seemed so swt go..sighh.


    on a happier note..was out w lyn swts jst now. went sakae fer dinner. babe rli nv fails ta put a smile baq onto my face. her silly words n SUPER ANNOYING tone n actions rli get onto my nerves at times. haha but i love her all the same. if there's one thg worth lukg baq into my cj T8 life..it'll be my lilclique.lyn n sherry swts! sumxs i jst wna go baq ta those daes..where pple ard me r such sweeties n true. no scheming sides or watsoeva. pure concern n love. fwenships build r so strong n real. i love my angels. --u knw who u r--


    this exam period is totally pullg pple apart. cant go shopg w jac cos of soci lect on sat..n the list goes on. i miss so many pple!! was lukg at eug's blog..their clique fotos made me feel sour. the bonds in their clique seems so strong. nthg pulls them apart. cos everyone puts in the lil effort. sumxs i luk at mine..n i doubt we can eva be lyk them. there can be absolutely no contacts ta each other fer a mth or so..lyk total strangers. im alws the one tkg the intiative ta give alil msg nw n then..alws the one askg them out. being the "leader" doesnt mean doing evthg. i nd motivation too sumxs..but i wish my gers well. study now n we (hopefully) can meet up n chill more often. i love my gers.


    ta *M* : ive a sudden urge ta say "yes" i rli do..u mk me ache every time u msg me. sighh. ur sucha silly person..is all these worth??


    "tell urself whether wat ur lykg _ _ _ fer is rli there or izzit sthg u perceived? then decide how ur gna move on..."--by my sherry babe.
    --i wna forget but its darn tough..--

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